Where's my direction?

I finally visited the doctor last Friday, I was nearly dead due to the persistent coughs. Had medicine and was drowsy the whole weekends, I kept sleeping like a pig. Did practically nothing at all!

Accompanied my dearest on Saturday and had to send him off ytd night. DOUBLE sad face ):): Sigh. On a lighter note, Hari Raya holiday is this Friday! Pray that he doesn't get Guard Duty, pls!

School has never been more mundane than ever. Lessons till 12 today. Cooked porridge accompanied with canned peanuts. Now, sitting in front of my desk and listening to the clock ticking. Nothing seems to motivate me to start on my sch work. I need a break.

Part of me is lonely, the other part is lost. I guess I'm sick love sick. My energy is drained from missing you.

Honey, when are you coming home?